ugh
ugh
i just wanna
the world's
vague and ineffable forces
are whittling me down
grinding me down to a pulp
i'm fading away
every day my health deteriorates in very minor ways
every second
every moment
i'm deathbound
full of rot and decay
i can feel it seeping in my flesh and bones and blood
my essence sapped away by a miasma of death
god put me on this earth to die, agonizingly slow
painfully
with relish
just dying and dying forever
all i'll ever do is die
the one thing i'm meant to do is die
a short, brutal existence, unbearably long existence, punctuated with a black stamp of eternal nothingness
just die die die
all i have to do is die
all i really need to do, all i'm bound to do is die
miserymaxxed deathsqueal gremlin — Today at 12:00 AM
i was dead for eternities and i'll be dead for eternities more
i'm in my element when i'm dead
die forever and ever dying all the time
my body gives in and betrays me