swapped over to a physics major. feel much better. my maths classes are very fun, i've got a real and complex analysis course and i'm actually enjoying it. i have been able to study without brainfog, have also been drinking coffee. coffee makes me rather nervous and neurotic but i'm slowly getting used it. i usually go on discord and post for a bit after having a cup before i start studying. some of these posts below.

There is a stirring in the peripheries of my vision. The brown-stained paper cup jitters with the wind intermittently, the gutter-water shimmers restlessly, the empty sky flickers with spotted nothingness. It is as though the world were beckoning, trying to impart upon me its brimming energy as I despondently sit by its wayside.