if the issue were just her it sure would be easy. wish it were easy. but it's a dogshit pile. piles of shit upon shit. cannot remember a single positive change in the past few years. i dont kno wwhat to do, it feels like there's nothign i can do. it feels like msot of it is chance and contrived bullshit. some astrally projected starmap of astrological bullshit. three fate sisters just butchering some fucking twine and having a good laugh. kill mee instead.