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am i a lightweight? i remember feeling all swanky, that day a logn time ago where i had drank throughout the day, in class, feeling all woozy and slow and dizzied. buti held most of it together. thngs were strange and alienating and distant, more so than usual, i may have laughed a little too much, i may have acted a little strange, but i seemed fine for the most part. i think i act a little too woozy at home, because i;m not in any enviornment that forces me to straigthen up. imhoping i

pass out.
please. pretty please. i want her to love me, but i know she wont so i dont want to think about it. it plgagus me. pleagues me. fuc. FUCk. plagues me. im hoping it ends soon and i can wake up apathetic tomorrow morning. fuck.
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